Today I was in the Range looking for ingredients for a new dream catcher.
I came home and as I lay in my sandalwood bath with clay in my hair
I picked up my ‘The World is as you Dream it'.
This reminded me of all the synchronicities in my life and what
I am doing to join up this fractured life
I lead in my dreamworld and in what others would call ‘real life’.
I have a dream I just don’t know what it is!
I feel the need to braid up and cover with soft clothing.
I feel the need to leave this way of life.
I feel the need to live off grid.
I feel the need to lay down in the forest and
hold the herbs and spices that nourish me from
my own little cacao ceremonies that I live everyday.
I feel the need to be in the sun but
I feel the need to feel the 4 seasons on my breath.
If I can’t do these things in my crone years when can I do it!
First let me light the wood fire and dream a little more
as I wonder if you can Camay yourself.

I live in a space where I wear my preferred dress of the day

Yesterday of the medieval world that resides in my head

Today the 60’s are finding my way

I don’t need to explain how my feelings jump from world to world

I just know that there I am home

My physical home a place where I chill if I choose or begin the clean

My choice to go to the shop or pick a bean
The hook in my head for my dream when I am not in my bed
To leave from their side

Those who live in their economic jungle were the snakes reside

Those who live in the city where the rats collide

I have my life in my head and dream of a dream

The domestication of the human is clear

It is the reason we are here

Here in the lair

Stuck

I have no idea what is going on in my knee particularly

the last few days. Last night and today is excruciating so here I go.

As ever I am going organic when I can as I am aware of the quality difference

Breakfast:

Juice:

celery head

1/2 lemon including peel

4" ginger (not organic)

4" turmeric (not organic)

1 apple

Punnet: 

red raspberries

black grapes

Green Matcha tea (not bags)

I had a bath in Epsom salts and olive oil
I also succumbed to a nurofen but it just made me feel weird so wont do that again.

Lunch:

Juice:

celery head
cucumber

1 lemon including peel

3" ginger (not organic)

Dinner:
Soup:
cauliflower
broccoli
red onion
ginger
turmeric
garlic
celery
mushrooms
coconut oil
bone broth

I bought some kind of menthol balm from China Town
which I am going to smother my knee with in a mo.
There is no pain at all while sitting but when straightening my leg .....ow

Life is so exciting when you don't know what is around the corner.
I am still in this dilemma whether to work for someone else or live for myself.
I posted my CV online and within hours I had phone calls and interviews
It is amaZing what the internet can do for us

Doodles for the day

I am dreaming of healing and sunshine
Times when I can be me and mine
Days when I don't need to be there
When I don't have a worry or care
I can feel the draw of it's warm clutch
This is the dawning I longed for so much

I have a new passion of Matcha Tea
This little baby will be the new me
I can feel it is going to burn the fat
And I am getting ready for that
My wrinkles will disappear
And my age will be no fear

Today is my new life approaching
It has been a long time coming
What with this, that and the other
Now is the time to rise from under cover
Hey World I am here to play
Lets get going today I say

Have you ever felt like you were in a void.
Not knowing which way is the best to go.
I was on my latest coaching training the other week and took advantage of being the 'body'.
I knew all along what I really wanted to do but sitting with someone
to confirm what you are thinking out loud made it sound so easy.
It was just there waiting for me to put in to practice.
First I was handed an open day to attend the following day in which
the job would include coaching/mentoring and as I do this on a daily basis in my job
that I am about to be leaving shortly what is one to do....go along and check it out of course.
Now I know that I do not want to be working for the man alone for the rest of my life so lots of conversations and sitting around the fire and having the discussion at Imbolc
has put a few more things into perspective.

If you really want something (you do need to have an idea of what you want)
take the bull by the hand as they say so I wrote down all the pros and cons and
still have many ideas that all seem perfect on paper.
I already have little bits of paper and books scattered around with all my ideas
that I could do to pay the bills.
I have piles of certificates and course work covering the house so it really
is the time to go into the return of the sun with Imbolc and all our new beginnings.
My massage and healing including EFT and NLP are calling me to do so much more again.
All I need now is someone to offer me a place to carry out my life's work
and I will be able to do so much more than I have been doing ....
and of course to get the printer working again for my faeries (it went south when I got the new computer but I know there is life in there).

Another beautiful day another addition to my love of life.
Have you ever thought that you can't do x or it just wont work for you?
Well I have been working with EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique) and NLP (Neuro Linguistic Programming) along with healing for many years
both on myself and with other beautiful beings and one thing that I have learnt is
I know that it is the time right NOW
this time is all that matters in our life and if we wait
it will just be the next now that could have already happened in that other world.
NOW is the time that we become exactly what our mind tells us we can become.
If I tell myself I can't do something then sure as tomorrow is another day I wont be able to do it but if I tell myself I can do it then I am giving myself the chance to explore the other worlds of my mind that make it a possibility.

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With Love & Abundance 
Ani 

It is the coming of the cold weather and with that comes a need for nourishing our bodies.
My favourite way to keep warm and cosy is a spicy elixir with a big dollop of raw honey.
I have been experimenting with them for a number of years and always seem to fall back to my favourites which inevitably also contain some raw cacao. Raw cacao is full of that lovely magnesium to give you a sparkly glow in cold times.

I made one on Sunday and reheated with more water yesterday and then again today I heated the last little bit and have just enjoyed it's comfort.

Cinnamon sticks (not cassia)
Turmeric root (or I make a paste with the powder and water and simmer for 7 mins)
Black pepper corns which enhance the properties of turmeric
Raw coconut flakes
Reishi mushroom powder
He shou wu powder
Star anis (only need one)
Organic virgin coconut oil
Spring water in a large saucepan

On the lowest heat leave until it is heated through
Blend in a good blender with
Himalayan salt
Chunk cacao paste (or powder)
Chunk cacao butter
Raw honey

If you haven't got a strong blender heat the paste and butter in the pan with the mix

Pour into a big mug that you can caress with love and settle down to watch your favourite movie